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Thursday, December 23, 2004
12/23/2004 08:07:00 AM

sorry to three pple wor...Caryn, andrea and hazel....i dunno why my bro's com did not shut off my msn when i went out...so i'm real sorry that i didnt reply u all in msn...cos i was overnight at my bro's friend house....not here using the msn at all loh....will talk to u all when i see u all online again k? if anything important...pls address it to me by email if urgent...or just wait for a chance to see me online ba...most probably during singapore's morning usually...or sometimes night...

just got back from looking at a new house...is supposedly a condo...its 7pm here now anyways,we were supposed to see how it is like...cos most probably i'm moving house over there as its nearer to my high sch...cos me now living in a basement at someone's house...dont think that its too bad k?...i also thought basement then will be very lousy...but actually its quite gd wor..hehez...basements are not small in canada's house manz....

supposedly supposed to see how the condo is like....but my bro, the friend that stay with me and him and my parents went in...but i think i jet lag...slept in the car(rented when i reach here de)....i hope i can get over this jet lag soon....its causing me to be so easily tired even when its only 5pm in the evening....

rewind a bit...i ate at a vietnamese restaurant at a place called chinatown heree.....hehez....if grp one members(of last year de) remember.... told u all a secret once abt the place...guess since this is a blog....i shouldnt have too many secrets..lolx...this was a place i went last time when i was young and there was a pond(tat is frozen for now lar) that i went to "play" with the fish...not exactly play but just go and de siao lar....then i was like how edwin described it "here fishy fishy fishy..." then kaboom, drop into the pond....as u know, canada is usually very cold...the pond was quite cold then...i ended up wrapping myself in a towel...i wonder whether my mum was laughing at me when that happened...she was when she accidentally sprayed perfume into my eyes when i was pri two....so sickening loh....haiz...k lar...i'm not supposed to let out so many secrets..hehez..

actually the food here is quite nice...its just that i dun get to eat local food of singapore loh...but i get to eat food internationally loh....western,vietnamese,chinese tim sum, steamboat....those are the few i've eaten lar....maybe japanese too soon....but its really not so bad..and the restaurants are quite gd...and not ex also...tim sum i ate alot loh...but ended up only the bill was 36 dollars..i was shocked..it would have been easily over 60 in spore le....

anyways, i'll rewind a little more....i watched finding nemo in the morning...cos yesterday night while staying up till three....i fell asleep only after ten mins of it...cos it was 3am then le...i mean my area lar....cos me and my bro's friend and the friend that stay with us were playing dai dee(big 2) until quite late....then since only me haven watch that show b4...they let me watch...and they off the night...my bro's friend still snored...why would i have the discipline to continue watching?...esp at 3am of the morning? -_-"

branch which is a meal between breakfast and lunch was what they described the meal i woke up and ate at 11 plus in the morning today....it was like so much loh...my bro's friend prepared it de...as we were at his house....the fries were like so much..it can be equivalent to 3 large fries at mcdonalds loh....thats how much....its crazy manz...and i just see me bro and his friend gobble it down...heng the one that stay with me at least had the same thinking that it was too much....now i know how they grow fat de....i'm going to the gym quick manz....fitness freak, cant help....

okay...enough of using terms like "bro's friend" and "friend that stay with me and my bro".....my bro's friend is called shuyu, while the friend that stay with me and my bro is called benjamin....the one that i talked of as quite softspoken in the sense that he is not noisy lar...he is sociable in the way he talks...but he is not noisy...so thats my definition of "softspoken" ba..hehez...really lar...he talks, but not as much as i hope he did lar...not at all like marcus or yu qian....i wish they could change place with him...but i hope he opens up more to me soon....he's one year older but seems younger and me like treat him as a younger bro too...=X...shorter and more immature looking loh..lol...pple say i look older than my bro lehz...k...this reminds me....

yesterday night i ate dinner steamboat with a pastor here and his children(teenagers), the ones i said of as my childhood friends...those girls were like so shocked when they saw me..just saying " is that cliff, u must be kidding manz..."...they haven seen me since i was five or something...the age i was still cute...=X...but nvm, from cute to gd looking...not much difference...=X...self praise is international disgrace ya?...hahaz...

they said maybe its cos of my hair ba...i did the messy spike again...but at least the cool guy called "andrew"...whoever he was...said that he liked my hairstyle..yeah manz....and the girls looked at me like i'm a new evolution of humans...dunno is better evolution or like the monkeys, backwards evolution...lolx...=X

andrew...he was the son of an aunt i have in canada..i duno how she is related to me..but i think church friend in canada's church last time ba...but i know she took care of me once...she's a librarian and always brought back books for me to read last time....the books got tape de....so can hear the music while reading de...now i know why i have an interest in reading and music..lolx...-_-"

andrew was like debating abt the different denominations of christians...he himself is a catholic...talking abt christianity being a church....denominations being different rooms of the church...different rooms having different types of intimacy thru the difference of worship towards God...some rooms being nearer...some rooms being further....he was arguing with shuyu...he is a geylang methodist graduate...thats y he knows my bro....and can talk very well...i give it up to him manz....one of girls and andrew were against him...but they were like totally convinced at the end of the debate by his stand...anyways, i didnt say anyting even though i really wanted to...if i did maybe i would just say "and i suppose that christians should leave such debate and judging to God...cos why should christians be arguing among themselves when only God knows the truth of the answers?"...but i just ended up listening...until i fell asleep...=X....jet lag again...but yesterday not so bad...that was 10pm b4 i was tired...hehez...

anyways, it started to snow totally today....wow, it was such a beaut to see....but i still cant adapt to the cold yet...its just my nose baz...and how i'm used to using very hot water that can create steam on my body when i shower....i dunno why i struggle in lukewarm water but feel very nice in hot hot water de....i feel like i can breathe in hot water lo....since my body is like kinda frozen here and has a "layer of cold"....i used water that my hand defines as boiling water to shower....i dunno why my hand cant take it when my body does...makes no sense right?...but nvm....

anyways, back to the snow...it was lovely....pple in spore are going "raindrops keep falling o my head...blah blah" while me going "snowflakes keep falling on my head"...hehez....i know of many that would love to see snow come down from the sky....i saw it today!....stood there looking up with the snow coming down...wow..it was beautiful..hehe....felt it b4 in the iceskating rink of jurong east de...but that was so artificial and it was not continuously....here its like neverending...hehez...i hope i can play with snowballs and make a snowman soon...and like when i was young...dig a hole in the deep snow...and go inside..hehez...my dad did it for me b4..hehe

i'm starting to miss all of the pple in spore le....a little too late right?...never cry lar....but i really starting to miss le...all the times i have in churchh....serving so happily...going out everyday with my very "on" grps....play bball with my basketball team....everything will be done alone here loh...playing bball alone...heng still got my bro and benjamin ba...but i dunno lar...ben is like so sianz de...i cant keep on entertaining him ma...at least he must dare to laugh out loud right...he just smile only...so discouraging to my jokes...:( but i guess God will make a way....start anew and find friends loh...dun need too many cos very hard to keep in touch when me leaving so fast loh...but just temporary ones loh..or else life here will be no colour...

but i really wish more pple will send me emails ba...its so one sided now unless i see u in msn too...always seeing my inbox being empty except for forwarded emails is so sianz....hope to hear from more pple soon....dun just read my blog..send me emails too...flood my box..i dun care...i just wan updates too!...=X...k lar..i stop here for today....

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