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Saturday, January 08, 2005
1/08/2005 07:42:00 AM

hi everyone..thank u for coming here to see "Cliff's unique,simple and most importantly,long blog"..lol....sorry lar..must always start the blog entry with something very lame...=P

its the 18th day in Canada..i knew time will speed up when i go to sch...i dun feel so sianz anymore..esp when i get to know pple from everywhere...first day i know singaporeans and pple from indonesia...then second day i know china and india girls..third day today,got to know korean,nigeria and china guys..=X....sounds so gay huh?

hahaz..i know the koreans cos they were playing bball and i came in to join them in the gym....kind of so proud of myself...at least i've not got rusty...trashed them even though got bullied by they all..cos they put a guy that dunno how to play in my team..but i was like "nvm..thats ok...i believe he has at least some skills"...so at every chance he is open...i ask him to shoot...cos they belittle him while me encourage him..so the first ball was he score de..hehez..that is what happens when both of them come and defend me only...i got alot of free space to pass the ball to him while he got alot of time to aim..hehez..but still got sometimes i solo lar...we played 2 on 2...

the air as usual..was very thin...and very cold...so when u run and sweat..the feeling is like u dehydrating loh...feel so not used to it..of course lar...when i come from a country that is on the equator of the earth....and i still had my uniform on...i had my bball short inside..but didnt find a need for it...my loose jeans were okay...the uniform is grey or kind of skin colour pants...then top is bronte college uniform....on the outer layer...u have to wear either the sleeveless,polo tee or sweater uniform...inside is just wear any white shirt or t shirt...me wear shirt..cos looks nicer and more formal..hehez..i dun mind wearing such uniform manz..evergreen uniform sux loh...=X

it was so hot..every match i take off one layer of my top...but only three layers lar...the last layer was a singlet..not exactly singlet but just a thin white t shirt...for sweatin..lolx...at last i sweat alot...the air is also quite humid...so i got to sweat alot....went to the toilet, wipe all sweat...took off that t shirt...then go to my next class....cos today i had world history,philosophy and algebra...not normal algebra lar...A level standard...every subject two hours...

the most dreadful one was when i started off with world history in the morning..its so boring loh..talk abt trade, marco polo, the seven cities in year 1500..as though i care....i hate history..my sch is 19% passes in sec one and sec two..so it doesnt allow us to take history for sec three de...cos we totally suck at it...i find it boring lar...cant believe there are pple that know so much abt it..can tell me what "spanish last time fight with whateva country...for Gold...for merchandise"...then "giraffe..u know why china artefacts have giraffe on them?...even though their country dun hav giraffe last time?...cos of trading"...so lame loh..i hate history...and there's a quiz on monday..when i miss my class yesterday be cos of the Nazareth thingy...and only today i got to have a lesson...heard it takes marks for the overall performance too..die manz...

went to study it in the library...cos i only used 15 mins of the recess for eating..there was an hour..but end up almost fall asleep..maybe cos i kind of tired since yesterday..slept quite late...but thats okay...but its really i cant even force myself to read the introduction abt "what and where is the west?"...so sianz loh...

i wanted to drop it and change subject...but cannot....the stupid teacher keep on saying "if i'm u, i will choose these courses..its the best choices if u wan general topics" cos i told him me pursuing music and if he want me to force a decision abt what i'm going to do in university...it will be literature...cos the first time i visited him...he was like saying "u go and think already then tell me..i dun hav time"...i think he is angry that he didnt get his commission for pulling pple to join the Nazareth university course...hahaz...cos many students were outside too wanting to opt for normal course or AP program...

but if he was me, he will know how much i hate history loh...die lar..how am i even going to do it loh...die lar die lar...have to start studying it manz..i totally dun even understand anything...this is the first class i entered that i have problem answering questions and totally dunno how to do the homework in class...what stupid historical terms of "rationale for settlement/structure and organisation of cities/causes of conflict"...usually u have the answer from the text book de..i ask the guy beside me is like he tell me alot..i say "where in the book u find that manz?"...he say "no lar...this is my own knowledge"...then how he expect me to do...i dun do studies abt history of the spanish or whatever de loh....and "rationale for settlement" is just meaning "Reason for settlement"...cant they simplify it...and still use structure in history terms meaning forgot le lar..its just not the usual meaning of structure of a city correct le...its stupid loh...

last time do something that concern me...all the dynasty and history of spore...i already so sianz liao..not u ask me to study western history of empires..worst loh..what does that have to do with me...u maybe think "thats interesting..then u can know their culture ma"...but no...i dun wan to know..and i rather do english all over again than this loh...and they are like telling me "literature?..oh...our sch doesnt think literature is important for general courses"...*disappointed*

aiya, i cant do anything abt it..just have to study very badly loh...just worried abt the quiz on monday...i'm not scared i cant explain what the book is abt...thats actually hard enough with their historical terms and stuff..but whats worst?...i dun even understand what they want when they use historical terms of asking questions..i'm just not that type loh...history is "histery" to me...if u know what i mean...

anyways, i just went gym just now..i think its useless..i bought the fist guard le...but after hitting very hard and stuff..the blood cells still come out de...but after awhile then no more le..just like baluku(blue black) loh...the feeling lar...maybe its just the way i hit lar...when i hit the punching bag will move de..is it suppose to be swinging?..=X..cant help...but i will try to stop it everytime i can lar..but it interrupts the training...went there alone...cos my bro they all went to sch to play badminton..i didnt want to go..cos quite tired le..and no basketball...time over le...so i also dun find a meaning in going..still have to act like a student there..i rather save the trouble...

now just waiting for the time that my aunt's son come and pick me up to go to the church that needs me for drums...that church's fellowship..its like she asked me to go this church's fellowship on friday while go to my bro's church,which is also her church lar, for service on sunday...but i guess if they request me to play drums...then i cant le..cos their service is also on sunday..but i rather not be a goer of two churches lar..i rather just settle down in one and grow...double benefit i know..but i dun like the thinking of it lar..

k lar...i'll pen off here...dun wan to write too much....or u all always complain..hehez...

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