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Friday, January 21, 2005
1/21/2005 08:10:00 AM

yesterday slept quite late...after gym,i decided not to study for philosophy test then just watch the "hellboy" show which is quite nice then went to sleep at 12am...but couldnt wake at 4am to study..so i woke at 5 instead..hehez...studied for the test and then wanted to go back to study but thought call marcus loh...but i was so tired,i dozed off in econs class quite a few times...but the teacher stupid one loh..dunno how to call me up de lehz...he just continue teaching..:( then i miss some parts of his teachings...

i did a bad thing in the morning today...went to the bus stop and then when the bus arrived...there was this auntie that went to the place to aboard the bus first...but i was hearing discman then didnt care abt my surroundings...saw the bus then went on,but little did i know i cut queue i just walked past that auntie onto the bus..she was saying something,but of course i cant hear lar...but end up the bus driver stopped me in my path into the bus and said something too...i was like "i cant hear u manz.." then faster take off my earphones...using the eye muffs so double "cannot hear"..lol...cos earphones then ear muff around them...

then he told me "u know its very rude to cut queue?"...then i said "oh...sorry lar"...then he said "tell sorry to her"...i said "sorry" to the auntie then she totally ignored me,didnt give me eye contact and just say nvm...i was so pek chek...not be cos she ignored me...but be cos there's only two person at the bus stop...and i actually let her go in first de...but she hesitated then i just walk lar...like that also must complain..idiot loh...nvm abt that matter...i didnt mean to do that anyways ma

but i did another gd thing to "repay" my "bad" deed when i was on the bus to square1 to meet my bro after sch...then there was this guy maybe in his twenties that asked me whether i had an extra bus ticket..i use weekly card de...so just flash and walk pass the driver de..and use as many times as i want to...then i said no....then he was like very disappointed then said "oh thats okay"...but i wasnt okay with not trying my best to help him..i took out my wallet and searched to see whether maybe i got one..but ended up really dun hav..then i just approach him and ask him "u got change anot?"...then he said no...so i gave him two bucks for the fare...i felt so nice...cos i did something gd..hehez...

esp when i know how it feels to be at a bus stop,want to take bus and end up no money or ezlink(in spore lar)...then last time in yf camp...treasure hunt,we took bus cos we walked wrongly,took a wrong turn...and walked very very far off...so want to faster take bus and get back on track..but forgot to bring wallets...then there was this couple that passed us abt 4 dollars for 9 of us to take bus...they were so nice loh..but i dunno why they walk off after giving us loh...cos they were actually waiting for bus de...maybe they broke after giving us...but they were very nice lar...

talking abt the buses here..its like if u dun get weekly cards hor...then u use tickets...the first bus u board..u give the bus uncle ur ticket,then he will give u a transfer ticket in case u might take a few more after this bus...the transfer ticket will last 2 hours...so in that period,u can take as many buses as u want..but usually pple take 2 only lar...unless u going to ur destination for awhile only,then the transfer ticket is useful lar...

i had the philosophy test today then it was rather easy...but i kind of got one of the MCQ wrong... misunderstood the question...its 5 MCQ,a definition question and a free response question..the tests are so fun loh...i like them manz...not even stress to me...esp the free response question...

for philosophy,the definition and free response question is open book...but wait,b4 u go "wa...so gd"....but the definition question hor...like today they ask "whats ur definition of philosophy...define in ur own words"...u have ur notes and everything,but they dun give u an alternative definition of the word philosophy...so u have to make up ur own..so ur notes and open book is not useful de...only for the free response...today they asked for comments abt a philosophy and how u feel abt him...its really easy,there's no right or wrong...but i guess its abt the quality of analysing the character and commenting an interpretation of what u can derive from the things he say....its mainly lit essay style...as usual...i wrote 4 pages long...standard lar....i like essays more than compos...cos they dun hav limits...my compo is bad cos once i build up my compo,there is a limit to the words then i have to put an immediate end to the story...which is not what i planned to do loh...and i cant do planning de...i'm too used to just pick up my pen,think abt a story to write then write while thinking abt what am i going to talk abt..just like now,me start typing crap usually then branch out...i never plan what events i'm going to talk abt de..just see how nature takes this blog entry loh...thats why some are very out of topic sometimes,its just what i truly want to say..

my blog has no lies,not much secrets(unless its a guy thing lar..haha)...and totally abt me(whether u think its boring or lame...thats just me..:P)

the tests here are just fun lar..i love MCQs...esp when they dun even put their answers just slightly different or tricky like singapore...the answer is obvious one loh..thats if u listen in class lar...or else,u guess also cannot..hehe...

and whats more?..free response questions...so fun loh...the normal classes arent like this..of course u need intelligence to battle with those that can write well lar...but AP course supposed to be harder....so far,all the tests are reasonably easy loh...philosophy i cant determine whether i did well lar...cos like literature..its a subject u cant tell whether u did well de...u may think its easy..but if u did a little "out of topic" writing...then u are gone manz...but thats what i like abt them both lar..just can talk abt how u really feel abt everything...cos no opinion is wrong..just whether alot of marks,or less marks only...hehez...doesnt mean u crap can le..but ur crap must have substance too loh...

today in maths class...teacher was teaching abt something that we understood...again...he always emphasize on things we already know..but those we dunno,he just rush thru them and expect us to digest them...-_-"....today he asked a question "u know what is a bisector?"...everybody say "yes!"...then he was like....let me tell u how the word comes abt...(as if we dunno!)...he said "name me another word with "bi" in it)...everybody was snatching my ideas..i said bicycle,bilateral,etc...but they shouted it out for me...so i came to a point that i told myself "the next idea i got,i'm going to say it out loud"..and i guess u guys can guess what it is....i said "Bisexual"..then he didnt want to explain the question...then said "bisexual?...i dunno what friends u have manz..." with a very sarcastic tone....idiot manz...everybody laugh...so i laugh also loh..hahaz...fun to be able to laugh ma..or else if i think of something that is funny and suddenly laugh in class...the hong kong boys around me including Rocco think me crazy de...

its true what Jaz says...even though if u dunno a language...the tone in which they say it,u can tell what they saying abt u de..

esp when they said my name...i sure notice de loh...cos i was answering a maths question teacher asked me..i didnt know,so i just tried with a stupid guess...then they were like saying something if i didnt interpret wrongly,"this Cliff ar,always say stupid things one"...if he was talking abt my jokes and stuff still okay...but the hong kong pple are just so arrogant with their maths loh...they always get what teachers say..then if i ask them "but how blah blah blah" then even Rocco will say "u still dun get it?"...in a very haolian tone loh...so what if their maths are gd?...some pple aare slower ma...cant they accept that fact?...

nigerian guys they also make fun,cos they dun understand alot of things de...then the china girls(same country somemore) dunno english de...but actually i found out that if u hear their "english" properly,they really making sense...but its just their tone of speaking english that sounds stupid loh...then the hong kong guys will go "wa...she came up with something lehz" in Cantonese...i understand abit..they thought i'm totally dumb abt it...

they are nice guys lar...just that their grp in the sch is the biggest...hong kong pple lar...so they feel very superior loh..but heng Rocco is very nice and gd natured boy...or else,now i'll still be an independent person in the sch....i know pple,but not really anyone to "stick" with lar...so his friends become mine,mine become his..so gd loh...hehez...

been cooking these few days....chicken stew two days ago...macaroni yesterday and today helped my bro with the vegetables frying...guess FNN is fun and esp when u are in a country indepently,u can choose what u wanna eat...rubbish or anything..hehez..junk food esp....just snack in the night while watching movie,so doing alot of gym and bball to sustain my body..hehez...or else become like...k lar,dun say names...thats so bad..hahaz

i still cant accept that Rocco is older than me...but i like him,he is quite young at heart too...so its gd...compared to RAymond(my buddy in church) that sometimes tries to act mature and be so "cool"...i'm glad i met someone like Rocco at sch..i made an effort to know him de...cos i knew he was my potential friend...nice style and stuff...

argued abt christianity with him yesterday at square1...while shopping lar...but i'm glad he is not one against my religion..i only argue with pple to take a stand on my religion...but since he ended up convincing me that "he respected my religion,just that he thinks otherwise abt religion and stuff"...cos he is half christian,half "believe-it-all"...cos he thinks that Christ is the Lord...but just that He turns up in different pple to different races...like buddha to chinese,etc...but it doesnt make sense lar...just tat i didnt want to argue with him abt it..just respect it loh...he doesnt like church cos he finds it a waste of time...guess he just hasnt settled down in an appropriate church...thats y...maybe if got chance,bring him to my church here...if he wants first lar...but pei yang gan qin first lar..lol

k lar..i pen off here..byez

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