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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
3/01/2005 12:40:00 AM

hey everyone,back to blogging for now ba...since me quite sianz in the sch library...having a free period...called marcus to chat awhile..30mins sia...thats bad...cos for weekdays morning and afternoon...i only have 100 mins per mth...=X..and 1000 mins for weekends and weekday nights...but incoming 24/7 free lar...wish someone would call me or something...that would be much better...always ask me to call wor...anyways,the number is once again 14168800798...1 for country code...416 for area code..and 8800798 for my hp no...get an international calling card to call(100% advisable)...or else ur parents come to me for a bill...then i die loh..

now should be studying..today had econs test...tml got philosophy test...sia lar...yesterday wait for o level results until 4am...then force myself to stay awake until 5 to study for econs test today...heng got use sia...or flung my test again..i will die manz...(not doing extremely well with studies..haiz)

now too tired to study for phil test..thats why..or else i will be mugging le loh...just totally too tired...1 hour test just now..30 mins finish then sleep...last five mins teacher ask me not to sleep..then tahan for five mins dun sleep loh...wa..then too sianz,went gym to play bball..but like totally no strength to throw bball loh...so i came library talk to marcus on the phone then put down le...talk to my friends in the library then come here sianz loh..i got about like ten mins b4 lunch wor...see how much i can type...very hungry..hehez

yesterday was a day i dunno what i was feeling...it was Clara's bday...then i went to buy gift for her on saturday then yesterday(sunday),we decorated her room in the sch when she was out..then got a total surprise when she came back...blow balloon until siao sia..like about 45+- balloons...i mean that i personally blew lar...the feeling was bad lar..i was dizzy after that...went to play pool with them...act as if we forgot her bday...then later go back sch...we rush to her home while Siqi walked the stairs with her up(they wan to slim down ma...so make it a habit to walk 8 floors up everytime)....hehez...

i just felt like i didnt make her bday well lar...i smashed the cake i had in her face..then she was quite angry..dunno lar..i just wanted to make the bday a happy day for her..cos i know how it is to be neglected on bdays...so i didnt wan her to feel how i used to feel...wonder how my bday will be this year...here in CAnada...

i always try to be the one that makes a difference to pple's bday de...by making it big and stuff...but this time i felt i messed up..but i'm just glad she appreciated it ba...nth more..

the o level results is like B3(English),B3(Lit),B4(Maths),B4(Chinese),then add together plus the others that i kind of forgot is about 10-20 that range...L1R5 i mean..its quite gd to me as i felt no need to care abt o levels...cos its not important to me now that i'm here in CAnada..only maths and english...cos i flung english(failed by 1 mark in prelims cos did wrong compo question) and failed maths like 25/100...so its a big difference..i'm so glad..hehez...those two are crucial....cos the sch here wants to know whether my maths and english can make it de ma...so like that loh...anyways,its useless now...cos i already got top 12 or something for the proficiency test that i took when i came here..so it proves everything..cos it was maths and english they tested us on...

pls email me if anything to say..or just crap in the the "shoutbox"...i dun mind if u flood it de...it wont crash the site ma..hehez..i miss everyone so much...last time is church friends and bball team...now its my grp in sch..the big big grp that took abt more than 1 hour of my time on the phone talking to each of them one by one... but i really wish i was with them...consoling those that didnt do well...while being happy with those that did...but with my results..i cant go anywhere gd in singapore lar...so i'm glad i came here...not in the sense that its easier here...but its cos singapore is so much different with the education system...teachers so boring...so much stress and so much memorising...here is more like understanding..which is my personal concept of what knowledge and being smart is abt...not memorising the whole textbook word for word..i know friends in the first class in sch that do that..what the heck manz...

k lar..i go for lunch le...everyone take care ya...will blog as soon as possible again...;) pen off

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