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Friday, April 15, 2005
4/15/2005 02:23:00 AM

yoz everyone..i'm so pissedd...heng i only wrote a few paragraphs..then my bro's stupid laptop shut down on me...i dunno why that only happens to me...and my stupid bro is laughing that i lost my entry...how insensitive...anyways,look at the time i'm typing this blog...now since its already spring(where weather sometimes is freaking cold or sometimes hot and nice)...the difference between spore time and canada time is only 12 hours difference..so just count 12 hours back and u get canada's time...cos when it comes to spring..u have to add an hour to all ur clocks...dunno why also...but maybe daylight savings or something...

and since u see me at home now..why am i not at sch?...2nd day of sch..and i'm slacking at home..dun say like i pon sch manz...i just had a very unfortunate accident yesterday on the FIRST day of sch...very sianz...have to ice my ankle every now and then..11am..just woke up anyways...hahaz..those at sch will be so jealous..=X

this is what happened...

it was the first day of sch...went for human patterns class in the first period which is basically Human geog..so sucky manz...now i realize my geography of the world map is very bad..lol...they asked me to dot the place of my birth..and i couldnt find singapore..had to refer to the atlas..lol...anyways,thats besides the point...

i went to play bball on my second period of free time...as usual,i was not taking the "american" game seriously while playing it with my friends...cos if i do,i really want to win...but i didnt,in fact there was a new boy on the court..very nba-like size..but not the height and not the jumping strength...cos i could even outjump him when he's abit taller...if i didnt see wrongly...cos i only got to play with him for awhile...then came the injury..

i guess sports is all abt taking risks of maybe getting ur body injured in the process...cos my mum would always go "dun play bball/soccer(when i was in pri sch),get injured all the time de.."..but i would always reply "even walking on the streets...if u trip over something,u also get injured and even at home...hot water might spill on u...so whats the big deal manz...u mean i have to stay at home and do nothing to prevent myself from injuries?..thats not life...

okay..let me get straight to the point of how i got injured lar...

its like i was so pumped up for a score in the game of "american" that i ran for a layup...this is stupid..i just taught one of my friends here how to do a layup and now,i'm doing it with an injury in the process...

if u all know how a layup is done..it always has two steps b4 going up and "putting" the ball into the net...but if u see how i play with layups..cos last time i never was a "shooter"...pple would just go "CLiff shooting?..no no..dun shoot"...cos only by luck,would i score...so i was the one dealing with layups all the time...and as fanciful as it gets...i do all kinds of layup...

this time it was one that i was running in te direction parallel to the net...but the second step i took was an extreme turn towards the net to "put" the ball in...i was so hyped up to score already...cos i already outran everyone else...but came the injury...

it was a twist on the side of my leg against the ground..i tried to regain balance after twisting my leg..but the twist was too much that it turned into a trip and fall....it was so pain at first...but as usual,the act tough me would go "just give me awhile..i'll be back in the game soon"...i just held on to my leg until the pain was gone then pulled myself to the corner of the court to rest for awhile...but the rest i guess was too long..as the "nba-like" person said "dun sit on it..try standing and moving"..but it was just too pain to stand..i tried and even tried stretching it abit...but all of them thought it was muscle cramp...but it was actually a twist...so much worse...

i sat on it for like one hour..then later it was time for lunch...i didnt decide to go for lunch cos i knew i coulddnt walk..but was just so hungry..so my friends came and tried to help me to walk to the cafeteria..but it was just so pain..i couldnt do it...in fact,it got it hurting even more..cos i should be hopping on one leg...but what would pple think when they see me hopping around?..its just so pathetic...pple were just laughing when i did so..so i always stopped and tried to walk..but very pain everytime i did so..

had to ice it and get a taxi to go to the "walk-in clinic" nearby...that sucks..cos in the holidays i already went there twice cos of a fever and body aches..it was just a flu attack..and the payment here is like just consultation is 60 dollars...not including getting the sch insurance form signed...idiot manz...the doctors think they are big shots here...i lost my form and went back to get it sign..then the counter girl was like "u have to pay 40 dollars to get it signed again"...as though i wan the freaking signature for myself..its just to get my payment back from sch manz..

and in sch,the health insurance takes 4 weeks to be done...so counting all i used...its like about 240 dollars only going to get back in 4 weeks...that sucks...

now i'm staying at home...doing nth...but just letting my bro "serve" me...feel so bored..i'm the type that is always moving around...u cant expect me to jump everywhere i go right?..hopping on one foot then when stop,have to balance on one foot..u try it for half a day...u will know what i mean..and when i try to "Walk"...not even walk..but like limping..my ankle hurts very badly...haiz...had to "taxi" everywhere i went...in sch,must wait for pple to come and help me out with everything..cant climb stairs either...more like jump stairs and risk getting injured in the process...

felt so useless yesterday..can do nothing by myself..like an overgrown baby..it just isnt nice...when everyone helping u out is ur own age...like u cant do nothing by urself...and everyone helping u hold stuff....feel so reliant and dependent on others...when they of course got better things to do than helping someone like me ma...

anyways,i guess i'll end here..the holidays were great...travelled all around missisauga(the place i'm in)..and totally know much more places..and the parks and lakes here are so much nicer than singapore...what is singapore manz...totally parks are man-made...not natural at all...cant compare to nature life here manz..after army when i come back...no way is my future going to be spent in singapore...not be cos i dun like it anymore..but its just not the place u wanna spend for a lifetime...and drums cant be done there...arts just dun grow in singapore...ASia i mean...

all the best for pple back in singapore..do take care...best wishes..God bless..pen off...

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